Speaking of being all grown up…I am now getting hitched! Oh, the hypocrisy!

Two rings to p0wn them all!! Designed by Derek himself...look how he lords over his evil creations of matrimony and confinement!!

Two rings to p0wn them all!! Designed by Derek himself...look how he lords over his evil creations of matrimony and confinement!!

HA! after years and years of insisting…adamantly that I would NEVER get married and that I would never live with a man….here I sit, awaiting my day which arrives in 3 short weeks.  3 WEEKS!!!  It only seems like yesterday that he asked me to marry him.  Though, it was actually over a year ago.  GenCon 2008 to be more precise.  Yes, the love of my life asked me to marry him at the biggest nerd fest of the year…well, second only to Comicon.  I say these terms lovingly though as they are my PEEPS!  Oh yes, much like cohabitation and matrimonial pursuits, I also fretted at being called a “nerd” or a “geek”.  It’s only later, as I have come to know myself…love myself more and embrace that which makes me ME that I can lovingly and wholeheartedly accept my place in the nerd realm and geek chic freak friends and most importantly, come to accept that I found the one person that could make me break my restraints and self-imposed boundaries of comfort and fully realize myself and my dreams and that I should also be so lucky to have him want to spend the rest of forever with ME.  yes…this is the part where the girl sighs and flops onto her overly-fluffed pillows while holding her dear diary.  OR NOT.  This is the 21st century and I’m a 22nd century kinda girl.  So, hence the blog and staring aimlessly into my monitor as the thoughts from my head stream directly to my keys and are punched out to the universe and not hoarded away in some secret place for no one to encounter.   I want to encounter and to be encountered….that’s life and I want to live it open.   Which, puts my private and deep thoughts out there into “The Wired” chaotic web of a universe making publicly available anything that anyone would, could want to know about any one individual.  Call it perverse, call it shameful, call it voyeuristic…it is, what it is and that’s that.  there is some kind of crazy solace in opening oneself up to the universe and accepting what it brings you in return.  I accept that this is what I have been brought and where I have landed is where I am to begin….again, anew and with a passion and zest that I had previously ignored trying to do and be something that wasn’t really me.  It was…but, there was just more waiting to come to the surface.  I am not going use any lame analogies like “blossoming” that would SO not do justice to what has transpired and what will transpire.  But, things have unfolded and I am so happy and lucky to get to share this with my one true love and my dear friends close and far….existing and yet to be made.

Peace out!

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~ by Fortuitous Photography on October 7, 2009.

One Response to “Speaking of being all grown up…I am now getting hitched! Oh, the hypocrisy!”

  1. Hi! I didn’t know you had a blog! I’ll have to bookmark it! I’ll be back to read more when I don’t have to rush my son off to the bus!

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